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January 28, 2024
4. ### _[_7:09 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Edit the part where you eat brains out and you'll be fine
5. ### _[_7:09 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
6. ### _[_7:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
done
7. ### _[_7:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
ive got all the other boxes checked
8. ### _[_7:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[](https://tenor.com/view/shaun-of-the-deda-shaun-of-the-dead-gaming-zombie-nick-frost-gif-24342349)
9. ### _[_7:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
what a great movie
10. ### _[_7:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You editing
11. ### _[_7:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh yeah
12. ### _[_7:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I haven't watched it in a million years tho
13. ### _[_7:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
no i called it quits about an hour and a half ago
14. ### _[_7:13 PM_]_Sparks_:_
my shoulders, which are held together by titanium, started to hurt literally from having my arms extended out all working on it lol
15. ### _[_7:14 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Well, it was 14 hs of work (edited)
16. ### _[_7:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Not even Wolverine could and he's made of adamantium
January 31, 2024
18. ### _[_4:47 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sorry to bother you but
19. ### _[_4:47 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Can you believe this shit?
20. ### _[_4:47 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[https://www.reddit.com/r/Slipknot/s/hjNRL0a8mD](https://www.reddit.com/r/Slipknot/s/hjNRL0a8mD "https://www.reddit.com/r/Slipknot/s/hjNRL0a8mD")
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21. ### _[_4:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I saw this thread earlier and almost commented
22. ### _[_4:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It took a whole week for the hate circle jerk to restart
23. ### _[_4:55 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah but now they're only aiming for Clown
24. ### _[_4:55 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I mean, just say you hate the guy and move on
25. ### _[_5:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Just makes me want to put everyone on blast and then permanently leave the community honestly
26. ### _[_5:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's gotten really old
27. ### _[_6:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah, I've been thinking the same, at least for a while
28. ### _[_6:51 PM_]_Sparks_:_
If I do talk about it in a video do you mind if I say something like "I've talk to others who have considered leaving the community over this" lol
29. ### _[_6:51 PM_]_Sparks_:_
No name or acting
30. ### _[_6:51 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Because you can get very interesting info and chats on reddit, but then there's too much hatejerking
31. Sparks
If I do talk about it in a video do you mind if I say something like "I've talk to others who have considered leaving the community over this" lol
### _[_6:51 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Not at all
32. ### _[_6:52 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It gets straining for us too
33. ### _[_6:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Also, they get too much flack for relatively common practices
34. ### _[_7:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Sooo many bands structure their bands that way lol
35. ### _[_7:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Especially when they have big touring production or there's like one songwriter etc
36. ### _[_7:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
If Slipknot ever does something like Mike Shinoda is doing now we're gonna have a war
37. ### _[_7:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
There's so many good reasons to do it
38. ### _[_7:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Practical too
39. ### _[_7:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
What's he even doing I'm out of the loop with him and other members of LP in general
40. ### _[_7:01 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
He has released about eight or more remixes of his new song and has kept some behind an NFT
41. ### _[_7:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I don't know if more remixes or other songs
42. ### _[_7:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
That _is_ shitty
43. ### _[_7:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Oh fuck everything about that
44. ### _[_7:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And nfts in general
45. ### _[_7:04 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Also terrible for the environment, but NFTs per se are something many bands did, SOAD included
46. ### _[_7:05 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It irks me that he's keeping music away from his fans, but that's a sensitive topic for me because growing up poor and in a third world country meant that if there were no bootlegs you would never get access to it
47. ### _[_9:20 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I absolutely agree with you on this
48. ### _[_9:20 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And it also irks me, significantly
49. ### _[_9:21 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Why would bands, especially ones that are financially successful, want to basically paywall fans from the art
50. ### _[_9:21 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It makes zero sense in my brain
51. ### _[_9:39 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Right?
52. ### _[_9:40 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The merch or special stuff is ok, but the music is just stupid
53. ### _[_9:48 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah, you're restricting your audience. That just seems so silly
54. ### _[_9:52 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Exactly
55. ### _[_9:53 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I also recently watched a video about bootleg merch by Tank the Tech, don't know if you watch him
56. ### _[_9:53 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
And in his experience most bands are indifferent to it
57. ### _[_10:03 PM_]_Sparks_:_
My viewers apparently come from his channel a lot
58. ### _[_10:03 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I've seen a few of his videos, they're pretty good
59. ### _[_10:13 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
He seems pretty legit
60. ### _[_10:14 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
He has like 10 years working in the industry and he's pretty interesting to watch
61. ### _[_10:39 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah I appreciate his takes
62. ### _[_10:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
His video on Jay also had a text from the dude in the Slipknot camp that said "it was a long time coming"
63. ### _[_10:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Which is exactly what that reddit user described
64. ### _[_10:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Almost makes me wonder if it's the same person
65. ### _[_10:58 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh, I had never made that conection
66. ### _[_10:58 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Either he's the same guy or it was widespread knowledge
67. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'd say it's the same guy
68. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That's what I think as well
69. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I'm just soaking up validation
70. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
again
71. ### _[_11:13 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
72. ### _[_11:13 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
From me?
73. ### _[_11:13 PM_]_Sparks_:_
from feeling like im right hahaha
74. ### _[_11:13 PM_]_Sparks_:_
so many hate comments
75. ### _[_11:14 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Is it validation if you're actually right tho?
76. ### _[_11:14 PM_]_Sparks_:_
essentially yes
77. ### _[_11:14 PM_]_Sparks_:_
same account basically validated the stuff i said in the joey video too
78. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I hope 876543210515 comes back to us again but without drama this time
79. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
me too
80. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i might have straight fucked that though
81. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
sadface
82. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Just because he wants to share
83. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
he/she seemed pretty compelled to defend the band
84. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
someone needs to do it
85. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
against these people
86. Sparks
i might have straight fucked that though
### _[_11:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Nah, don't get paranoid about that
87. ### _[_11:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
im not actually
88. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
lol its not using any emotional energy for me
89. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
They stopped posting well before your video
90. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
its just a possibility
91. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
oh thats good
92. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i hadnt checked the dates
93. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh yeah
94. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i saw 2 months ago
95. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
last post
96. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
so youre right
97. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Paranoid was too strong a word for that
98. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i didnt think about it too much
99. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but yeah, hopefully they do come back
100. ### _[_11:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Fingers crossed
101. ### _[_11:17 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Also fingers crossed for it being drama free
February 16, 2024
103. ### _[_5:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Wanna give some feedback on a song?
104. ### _[_6:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sure
105. ### _[_6:17 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Will take a while to be able to sit a listen tho
106. ### _[_6:17 PM_]_Sparks_:_
No worries
107. ### _[_6:17 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
And*
108. ### _[_6:18 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's a demo, I did my best to engineer the vocals to sit on top of a track that had been mixed as an instrumental without vocals
109. ### _[_6:18 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I think they sound okay considering
110. ### _[_6:18 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Idk what other kinda metal you're into so this may or may not be your cup of tea
111. ### _[_6:19 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But I'm very interested in input from any person whose opinion I respect and value
112. ### _[_6:49 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Loving the subtitle already gsjagajahs
113. Sparks
Idk what other kinda metal you're into so this may or may not be your cup of tea
### _[_6:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm mostly into individual bands than whole genres
114. ### _[_6:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Subtitle???
115. ### _[_6:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Okay me too
116. Sparks
But I'm very interested in input from any person whose opinion I respect and value
### _[_6:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Hand heart
117. ### _[_6:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I just find artists I like rather than sticking to subgenres/genres
118. Sparks
Subtitle???
### _[_6:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Uummm maybe it's called a tag?
119. ### _[_6:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The ALMOST FULL
120. Sparks
I just find artists I like rather than sticking to subgenres/genres
### _[_6:51 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Exactly
121. ### _[_6:51 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Aaaah okay sorry, I understand haha
122. ### _[_6:51 PM_]_Sparks_:_
This was like the 3rd version of it and most complete thus far, hence the ALMOST FULL lol
123. ### _[_6:51 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Still needs some work
124. ### _[_6:52 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Bear in mind if was mixed originally by a professional producer (a big time one too) as an instrumental, so I had to spend a ton of time engineering the vocals to be heard over an already very loud track the didn't have sonic space for vocals
125. ### _[_6:52 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Considering I have almost zero know how as an audio engineer, I'm proud that it doesn't sound terrible lol
126. ### _[_7:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Alright, vibe spin done
127. ### _[_7:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The first lone scream sounded a bit low, but the rest of the vocals are nice and loud
128. ### _[_8:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Love the barfing quality of the gutural
129. ### _[_8:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
barfing ahahaha
130. ### _[_8:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
thank you
131. ### _[_8:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You're welcome hahahha
132. ### _[_8:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Some of the goblin noises are downright nasty
133. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I was feeling that in my stomach
134. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
yeah i got pretty deathcore-y with the vocals
135. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
definitely not as much as i could ahve
136. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but i trained to introduce a bit of diversity
137. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah, and they were top notch
138. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
tried*
139. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
okay awesome ty
140. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
we've got 5 more songs in the works
141. ### _[_8:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
which should be enough for a full EP
142. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Great!
143. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
theyre pretty diverse in tone, this is the most straight up metal sounding one
144. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
others are more melodic, or progressive, etc
145. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Are you going to put it in Spotify?
146. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
thats the plan
147. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
homeboy wants to do a real touring band
148. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
so we're headed that way
149. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Lemme know as soon as you do
150. Sparks
homeboy wants to do a real touring band
### _[_8:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh damn
151. ### _[_8:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
as soon as we're international in touring ill let you know if we're coming to you ahhaha
152. ### _[_8:03 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Guy's pretty committed and nothing's gonna stop him
153. Sparks
as soon as we're international in touring ill let you know if we're coming to you ahhaha
### _[_8:03 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I expect a free tshirt
154. ### _[_8:03 PM_]_Sparks_:_
im not getting any younger
155. ### _[_8:03 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
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February 28, 2024
4. ### _[_12:06 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The sad part about languages is that you can only learn them through memory and practice
5. ### _[_12:06 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The good part about languages is that fluency doesn't exist and people usually cut you slack when they see you're foreigner
6. ### _[_12:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
lay it on me
7. ### _[_12:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
betraying my lifelong goal and plan of learning german, but spanish is definitely more important and useful
8. ### _[_12:08 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Good news, Spanish is easier!
9. ### _[_12:08 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Bad news, not by much
10. ### _[_12:13 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[https://youtu.be/-wCUkDavojY](https://youtu.be/-wCUkDavojY "https://youtu.be/-wCUkDavojY")
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[TREN LOCO antiheroes](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wCUkDavojY)
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11. ### _[_12:13 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[https://www.cmtv.com.ar/discos_letras/letra.php?bnid=1640&banda=Tren_Loco&DS_DS=3303&tmid=40857&tema=ANTIHEROES](https://www.cmtv.com.ar/discos_letras/letra.php?bnid=1640&banda=Tren_Loco&DS_DS=3303&tmid=40857&tema=ANTIHEROES "https://www.cmtv.com.ar/discos_letras/letra.php?bnid=1640&banda=Tren_Loco&DS_DS=3303&tmid=40857&tema=ANTIHEROES")
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12. ### _[_12:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The homework is translating the lyrics, song for context
13. ### _[_12:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[https://www.wordreference.com/](https://www.wordreference.com/ "https://www.wordreference.com/")
[English to French, Italian, German & Spanish Dictionary - WordRefer...](https://www.wordreference.com/)
Free online dictionaries - Spanish, French, Italian, German and more. Conjugations, audio pronunciations and forums for your questions.
14. ### _[_12:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
This is a good dictionary
15. ### _[_12:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Did you have Spanish in school and if so do you remember anything?
16. ### _[_12:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I took Latin for 8 years believe it or not
17. ### _[_12:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
then had to pass spanish I and II before starting my insane neuroscience curriculum, so I remember none of it
18. ### _[_12:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
funnily I used to be able to listen to Spanish and understand it very well - I was the only non-Mexican on a manual labor crew from the age of 16-22/23
19. ### _[_12:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but somehow I lost it all
20. ### _[_12:39 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You had Latin in school??
21. ### _[_12:40 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
That's so baffling
22. Sparks
but somehow I lost it all
### _[_12:40 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It's stored in your brain somewhere
23. ### _[_12:42 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I tried changing the music for the first 2-3 minutes and I don't like it
24. ### _[_12:42 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I think I prefer what's on there now
25. ### _[_12:48 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
??
26. ### _[_12:48 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It was good from the beginning
27. ### _[_1:04 PM_]_Sparks_:_
okay then some people are just
28. ### _[_1:04 PM_]_Sparks_:_
ahem
29. ### _[_1:04 PM_]_Sparks_:_
FUCKIN.
30. ### _[_1:05 PM_]_Sparks_:_
WRONG.
31. ### _[_1:07 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Possibly, but I need context
32. ### _[_1:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
what sort of context
33. ### _[_1:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
What they were wrong about
34. ### _[_1:16 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The song?
35. ### _[_1:17 PM_]_Sparks_:_
yeah i meant the song
36. ### _[_1:17 PM_]_Sparks_:_
'it doesnt fit and its too distracting'
37. ### _[_1:17 PM_]_Sparks_:_
is what they said
38. ### _[_1:20 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It had a bit of gravitas
39. ### _[_1:20 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It was too loud at times but you fixed that
40. ### _[_1:53 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah and I've chopped it out for certain joke punches
41. ### _[_1:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I have a massive library to use but the other stuff I tried didn't fit well
42. ### _[_1:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
If you have thoughts you're welcome to suggest stuff
43. ### _[_1:56 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Not for this video
44. ### _[_1:57 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It's a serious topic so it needs the gravitas
45. ### _[_1:57 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah that's why I wanted basically melancholic ambience
46. ### _[_1:57 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Exactly
47. ### _[_1:58 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
If you already went through your library and didn't find anything that fit just let it go
48. ### _[_1:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
This is why I'm so selective about input because most of the time I feel like people have bad ideas or don't know they're talking about (not to jerk myself off)
49. ### _[_1:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
All your input has been very good though
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50. ### _[_1:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Unless you want to write something for it, but I think you're already overthinking everything
51. ### _[_1:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Thank you
52. ### _[_2:23 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Oh I was gonna do that anyway actually
53. ### _[_2:27 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah, you probably don't already have too much work on your hands, what with this video and the new band and your 9-5
54. ### _[_2:27 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
And househunting too
55. ### _[_2:46 PM_]_Sparks_:_
There's an enormous fire that can be seen for miles right by us and our power just cut out
56. ### _[_2:46 PM_]_Sparks_:_
You gotta be fucking kidding
57. ### _[_4:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
would you prefer the text not to be at the bottom?
58. Sparks
There's an enormous fire that can be seen for miles right by us and our power just cut out
### _[_4:11 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
What's on fire?
59. Sparks
would you prefer the text not to be at the bottom?
### _[_4:11 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The jokes?
60. ### _[_4:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
They should be a bit bigger
61. ### _[_4:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
On one side it would look quirkier but I don't know if you have space for it with the framing
62. ### _[_6:27 PM_]_Sparks_:_
a hotel near me
63. ### _[_6:27 PM_]_Sparks_:_
caught fire
64. ### _[_6:27 PM_]_Sparks_:_
and spread because its windy
February 29, 2024
66. ### _[_12:26 AM_]_Sparks_:_
you awake?
67. ### _[_12:26 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Relatively
68. ### _[_12:26 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You not on fire?
69. ### _[_12:33 AM_]_Sparks_:_
not on fire
70. ### _[_12:33 AM_]_Sparks_:_
i just need some company
71. ### _[_12:33 AM_]_Sparks_:_
while i work on this stuff
72. ### _[_12:33 AM_]_Sparks_:_
people are bailing to go to bed like normies
73. ### _[_12:33 AM_]_Sparks_:_
are you at work?
74. ### _[_12:33 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
No but my schedule is fucked up
75. ### _[_12:34 AM_]_Sparks_:_
how so
76. Sparks
people are bailing to go to bed like normies
### _[_12:34 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Weak cowards
77. ### _[_12:34 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sleep schedule*
78. ### _[_12:34 AM_]_Sparks_:_
yeah thats what i figured
79. ### _[_12:34 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I do 8 hr shifts, 6x2 days off
80. ### _[_12:34 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Those two days off are just screwed
81. ### _[_12:34 AM_]_Sparks_:_
aaagh okay, ive done taht before
82. ### _[_12:35 AM_]_Sparks_:_
your days off are fucked
83. ### _[_12:35 AM_]_Sparks_:_
youre right
84. ### _[_12:35 AM_]_Sparks_:_
its like impossible to really take advantage of them
85. ### _[_12:35 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah
86. ### _[_12:35 AM_]_Sparks_:_
so are you on a day off?
87. ### _[_12:35 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yup
88. ### _[_12:36 AM_]_Sparks_:_
are you capable of voice chat? you can obviously say no, I honestly just like it better, especially when its night time--everyone is gone, but im still working on stuff etc
89. ### _[_12:36 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Mmmm
90. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
like i said, you can say no haha
91. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
no pressure
92. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm not confident in my accent or ability to understand voicechat on the go
93. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Voice notes is good?
94. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
wouldnt this be good practice for both of us then?
95. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
we can do that
96. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
whatever youre most comfortable with
97. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Then you have to speak Spanish
98. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
im willing to learn some spanish
99. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_Sparks_:_
itll take awhile tho
100. ### _[_12:37 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sorry I don't make the rules
101. ### _[_12:38 AM_]_Sparks_:_
i dont bitch out
102. ### _[_12:38 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh absolutely
103. ### _[_12:38 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I've been reading English for 18 years at this point
104. ### _[_12:38 AM_]_Sparks_:_
your english is impeccable
105. ### _[_12:38 AM_]_Sparks_:_
so im surprised you say youre not confident
106. ### _[_12:38 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'll throw the random 'perchance' and 'thrice' every now and then
107. ### _[_12:39 AM_]_Sparks_:_
you speak better than the average american does
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108. ### _[_12:39 AM_]_Sparks_:_
im not kidding
109. Sparks
so im surprised you say youre not confident
### _[_12:39 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I read and hear a lot, but I never speak it
110. ### _[_12:39 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'll sound like a Cheech Marin skit
111. ### _[_12:40 AM_]_Sparks_:_
i think youre a little too worried about it:) thats not something id ever care about or judge someone for, regardless of how you sounded, youre speaking a second language and thats both impressive and respectable
112. ### _[_12:40 AM_]_Sparks_:_
and thats the only thing id come away with it from
113. ### _[_12:40 AM_]_Sparks_:_
from it with *
114. ### _[_12:42 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Tbh, it's going to annoy _me_
115. ### _[_12:42 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
And my cat, he's a judgy bastard
116. ### _[_12:44 AM_]_Sparks_:_
do u have pic of cat
117. ### _[_12:44 AM_]_Sparks_:_
would love to see
118. ### _[_12:45 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1200296884523253952/1212651825594114049/rn_image_picker_lib_temp_744aa1bc-d139-4313-9a49-b3a792c028a6.jpg?ex=66e92585&is=66e7d405&hm=567b54500c9e4c6dab030575ec0b157f46f24a558b5009ec39698abb095bccfd&)
119. ### _[_12:45 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
His name is Vladimir Putin but only answers to cat
120. ### _[_12:47 AM_]_Sparks_:_
I love him already
121. ### _[_12:48 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
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130. ### _[_1:17 AM_]_Sparks_:_
sorry in advance if there are delays in my responses, im also filming for this god forsaken video llol
131. ### _[_1:17 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Np, take your time
132. ### _[_1:17 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
If I don't answer I'm down for the count
133. ### _[_1:26 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
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135. ### _[_1:36 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
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March 2, 2024
137. ### _[_10:36 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I know you're trying to veer off band drama and this is also off topic, but it's so insane I have to share it with someone
138. ### _[_10:36 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[https://youtu.be/BwEglwtBh0Y](https://youtu.be/BwEglwtBh0Y "https://youtu.be/BwEglwtBh0Y")
[YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/)
[Nik Nocturnal Twitch Clips](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuGrnmTm03ZzoZSyfP-eNJQ)
[The most INSANE band apology ever](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwEglwtBh0Y)
[](https://discord.com/channels/@me/1200296884523253952)
[](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwEglwtBh0Y)
139. ### _[_8:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
jesus christ that is wild
140. ### _[_8:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
im a good chunk done with this mental health video finally
141. ### _[_8:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
the production quality has absolutely taken off, its so so much better than anything ive done
142. ### _[_8:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
and is really just a massive PSA and video essay on mental health and the importance of community and kindness within our genre of music
143. ### _[_8:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
so thankfully it isnt reliant on anything in particular to be relevant
144. Sparks
jesus christ that is wild
### _[_8:39 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm having trouble wrapping my head around this because it's literally from an Adam Sandler movie. There's no fucking way people irl think like that
145. Sparks
the production quality has absolutely taken off, its so so much better than anything ive done
### _[_8:39 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You've been doing all yourself?
146. ### _[_8:39 PM_]_Sparks_:_
yeah
147. ### _[_8:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
omg is it exhausting
148. ### _[_9:10 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You're almost there  keep going to win a hamburger!
149. ### _[_9:10 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Tweet for context
[](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1200296884523253952/1213684896367906866/58b9541de0b74a0fe6b9c796575568a4a03dfb82661649cf264eda14b83ec3f3_1.webp?ex=66e8f324&is=66e7a1a4&hm=c70a405da49af521f05278593493223ea614a4b56df573348f471846758bc8d7&)
150. ### _[_10:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Had to switch gears to music writing mode
151. ### _[_11:09 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
For the video or the band?
152. ### _[_11:28 PM_]_Sparks_:_
The band
153. ### _[_11:28 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But there's gonna be a video
154. ### _[_11:28 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Im thinking we might put the video on my channel
155. ### _[_11:28 PM_]_Sparks_:_
After I upload this behemoth video essay
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4. ### _[_10:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Regularly
5. ### _[_10:09 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Bad tradeoff, considering you live in the US
6. ### _[_10:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
After my family basically rug pulled me and all that I basically cut everyone out of my life that wasn't positively contributing to it
7. ### _[_10:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And then had the best 2.5ish years of my life
8. ### _[_10:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
COVID kinda burnt it down
9. Sparks
When you live in a sketchy world like I used to shit like that just sucks you in
### _[_10:10 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I had about three months of that and noped hard
10. ### _[_10:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah it's.. a lot
11. ### _[_10:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Now I can't stand being around people that are always in chaos
12. Sparks
COVID kinda burnt it down
### _[_10:10 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Covid cut everything in half I guess
13. ### _[_10:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Like it makes me actively resent the person that brought then around lol
14. ### _[_10:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Them*
15. ### _[_10:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I ended a relationship over it in 2019
16. ### _[_10:11 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Although I was pretty bad mentally before that so 
17. ### _[_10:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Because I was so ready to just not be a part of that existence
18. Sparks
I ended a relationship over it in 2019
### _[_10:11 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Good
19. ### _[_10:12 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You always need people with the same vibe
20. ### _[_10:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
The brutality of COVID for me was that I was happy and proud for the first time ever and it all got taken away over night against my will
21. ### _[_10:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I was also doing an insane number of things at that time
22. ### _[_10:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
The amount of work didn't change with COVID
23. ### _[_10:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
The nature of it did
24. ### _[_10:12 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And that made it way harder
25. ### _[_10:13 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
What were you doing back then?
26. ### _[_10:13 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Working 2 jobs, taking 18 hours of neuroscience classes, and studying for the law school admissions test several hours a day, 7 days a week
27. ### _[_10:14 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I maintained for awhile but the COVID factor hit and I burnt out by fall
28. ### _[_10:14 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And kept going
29. ### _[_10:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I have a really hard time pulling back from things sometimes because I enter what I simply refer to as the "hellbent" mode
30. ### _[_10:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Where I'm committed to my very bones to pull something or make something work
31. ### _[_10:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Even if it's very clear it's become unhealthy or harming me
32. ### _[_10:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But in my mind I was like building this "redemption arc" after rebuilding my life by myself in Austin after my family and nearly everyone else abandoned me
33. ### _[_10:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
So if I didn't succeed it was some massive implication about me as a person
34. ### _[_10:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Which I know it wasn't
35. ### _[_10:16 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Because that's ridiculous
36. ### _[_10:17 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But I was really caught up in it at the time
37. ### _[_10:17 PM_]_Sparks_:_
This is deeply personal stuff lol stop me anytime you want
38. ### _[_10:17 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Obssessions aren't known for being rational
39. ### _[_10:17 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Are you adhd by any chance?
40. ### _[_10:18 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Or autistic, there are so many overlapping symptoms
41. ### _[_10:18 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I could be slightly on the spectrum, but people would say my social skills and extroversion mean I'm not
42. ### _[_10:18 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Which I know both don't preclude you
43. Original message was deleted
### _[_10:18 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Fuck it, talk to your therapist
44. ### _[_10:18 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But it's how people think
45. ### _[_10:19 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Adhd has treatments
46. Sparks
But it's how people think
### _[_10:19 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
People is stupid
47. ### _[_10:19 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Oh I have, it's gotten much better
48. ### _[_10:19 PM_]_Sparks_:_
My thought patterns were also really really distorted from a really fucked up way of thinking about myself, my life, and the world, that I learned from a very young age
49. ### _[_10:20 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Her helping me undo a ton of them is an enormous part of why I got better
50. ### _[_10:20 PM_]_Sparks_:_
The only reason I ever learned to love myself and give myself credit for my accomplishments was because she helped me change how I thought
51. ### _[_10:21 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And unlearn a bunch of toxic bullshit taught in rehab and from my family
52. ### _[_10:21 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Unlearning rehab stuff took a full year own it's own lol
53. Sparks
Unlearning rehab stuff took a full year own it's own lol
### _[_10:22 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I am staring into the distance
54. ### _[_10:23 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Fucking hell, a whole year
55. ### _[_10:34 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah doing brutal intense emdr therapy
56. ### _[_10:34 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I love that woman to death though
57. ### _[_10:34 PM_]_Sparks_:_
She's more my mom than my own mother
58. ### _[_10:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i wasnt even supposed to have her - i was supposed to have the woman that trained her, so i expected it to go not-super-great. Her specialty is also on women with body image issues and eating disorders
59. ### _[_10:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I am WAY outside of her clientele type
60. ### _[_10:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but she been the only adult in my life or point of authority that i think ive ever respected and defintely the only one thats ever genuinely helped me
61. ### _[_10:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
which i didnt even fucking realize until after spending time meeting with her about why i believed all this problematic shit
62. ### _[_10:37 PM_]_Sparks_:_
okay now i feel like im trauma dumping on you
63. ### _[_10:37 PM_]_Sparks_:_
please stop me if so
64. ### _[_10:47 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i know i said i was a pretty open dude
65. ### _[_10:47 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but this is a lot even for me to just tell someone ive never met haha
66. ### _[_10:49 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It's ok, I just took some time to google emdr
67. Sparks
I am WAY outside of her clientele type
### _[_10:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Well, you do have body image issues
68. ### _[_10:50 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
And it's way too underdiagnosed in men (edited)
69. Sparks
but this is a lot even for me to just tell someone ive never met haha
### _[_10:51 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
So long as you're comfortable sharing
70. ### _[_10:52 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sometimes it's easier to talk to the tiny people in your phone and you might have needed to get it all out
71. @AgeofSun
Well, you do have body image issues
### _[_10:53 PM_]_Sparks_:_
which body image issues are those
72. ### _[_10:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
when i say body image issues i mean clinically significant thoughts of being fat despite being underweight, constant anxiety about things that arent true about my body but believe they are, etc
73. ### _[_10:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but i had to learn some lessons first after getting bullied over it when i was young
74. ### _[_10:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
my major issues related to my body are because of my joint disorder tbh, which is more an issue chronic pain and debilitating acute injuries etc
75. ### _[_10:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
and the other symptoms caused by it
76. ### _[_10:56 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i definitely made sure to double check with her though to make sure my relationship with diet and exercise wasnt unhealthy or never got unhealthy. thankfully, its not and didnt
77. ### _[_10:56 PM_]_Sparks_:_
its basically just a hobby
78. ### _[_10:56 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but, sure, until i was like my early 20s i thought maybe if people thought i was good looking or in shape i'd stop feeling bad internally
79. ### _[_10:56 PM_]_Sparks_:_
turns out those things were unrelated
80. Sparks
i was just too low self esteem
### _[_10:57 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
This body image issue
81. ### _[_10:57 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sorry I took so long
82. ### _[_10:57 PM_]_Sparks_:_
ooooh thats not necessarily from body image issues
83. ### _[_10:57 PM_]_Sparks_:_
thats a WHOLE LOT we could unpack with that
84. ### _[_10:57 PM_]_Sparks_:_
parenting issues, adult figures/authority figures doing awful shit to me as a kid
85. ### _[_10:57 PM_]_Sparks_:_
bullying
86. ### _[_10:57 PM_]_Sparks_:_
its a whole.. ting
87. Sparks
when i say body image issues i mean clinically significant thoughts of being fat despite being underweight, constant anxiety about things that arent true about my body but believe they are, etc
### _[_10:58 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh, you went for clinical definition
88. ### _[_10:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
yeah im autistic remember
89. ### _[_10:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
rn im the most out of shape ive been in awhile because of the car accident and shoulder + ankle surgeries
90. ### _[_10:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
not too worried about it though
91. ### _[_10:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
ill get it back if i just commit like i did before
92. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_Sparks_:_
so i'd say im either in insane denial about body image issues or i have an okay relationship with how my body looks
93. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_Sparks_:_
im also still in better shape than probably 70%+ adults in the US
94. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_Sparks_:_
if not more
95. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_Sparks_:_
and thats not a brag, just a descriptive statement
96. Sparks
yeah im autistic remember
### _[_10:59 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah, I use a broader term but psychology isn't my especial interest
97. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_Sparks_:_
what ARE your special interests
98. ### _[_10:59 PM_]_Sparks_:_
UR TURN TO TALK
99. ### _[_11:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Mine work more like adhd hyperfixations
100. ### _[_11:00 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Rn on my Slipknot phase
101. ### _[_11:00 PM_]_Sparks_:_
its interesting to watch someone go through that later in life
102. ### _[_11:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
whereas i did it earlier
103. ### _[_11:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but still cool
104. ### _[_11:01 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Previous one was Edo period Japan and its weird sumptuary laws
105. ### _[_11:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i wish i'd had known anyone back then like me
106. ### _[_11:01 PM_]_Sparks_:_
those are very interesting other selections
107. Sparks
its interesting to watch someone go through that later in life
### _[_11:01 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I am, at heart, an edgy lonely 13 year old in baggy clothes
108. Sparks
those are very interesting other selections
### _[_11:01 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
We can go further back
109. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
please do
110. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
ill go through some of mine afterwards
111. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i got some real specific ones like depression-era economic cycles
112. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Vocal techniques
113. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
oh shit
114. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Bit of late 19th/ early20th century architecture
115. ### _[_11:02 PM_]_Sparks_:_
that explains a thing or two
116. ### _[_11:03 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I can't do them tho
117. ### _[_11:03 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It's all theoretical
118. ### _[_11:03 PM_]_Sparks_:_
you probably know more about them than i do
119. ### _[_11:03 PM_]_Sparks_:_
as i explained
120. ### _[_11:03 PM_]_Sparks_:_
in a non-succinct way
121. ### _[_11:03 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Funny thing, vocal techniques led to Slipknot (edited)
122. ### _[_11:04 PM_]_Sparks_:_
how did you happen upon my youtube channel
123. ### _[_11:04 PM_]_Sparks_:_
how did our fates intertwine
124. ### _[_11:04 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I actually didn't tbf
125. ### _[_11:05 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I saw it on my feed so it was in my radar, but when the Jay bullshit happened you already had ypur flare
126. ### _[_11:05 PM_]_Sparks_:_
did you see a reddit post of mine or something then?
127. ### _[_11:05 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yup, exactly
128. ### _[_11:05 PM_]_Sparks_:_
hahaha did you go through my reddit history by chance
129. ### _[_11:06 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i just ask because i do that with basically every redditor i interact with
130. ### _[_11:06 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
"What a levelheaded fellow," I thought "I remember a video by him about Joey, so I'll check it out"
131. ### _[_11:06 PM_]_Sparks_:_
or anyone that i find posts something either very informative or unbelievably stupid
132. ### _[_11:06 PM_]_Sparks_:_
its like facebook stalking but much better imo
133. Sparks
i just ask because i do that with basically every redditor i interact with
### _[_11:06 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Very likely I did but I can't recall especifically
134. ### _[_11:06 PM_]_Sparks_:_
my reddit history is much more revealing about "me" than like my facebook would be
135. ### _[_11:06 PM_]_Sparks_:_
even with no visuals
136. Sparks
its like facebook stalking but much better imo
### _[_11:07 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah cause it's thoughts, not pics
137. ### _[_11:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
in many ways
138. ### _[_11:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
exactly
139. ### _[_11:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
and ive been on reddit for quite awhile at this point
140. ### _[_11:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i spend probably way too much time on it tbh
141. ### _[_11:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but i also use it as a search engine for anecdotal experiences for stuff im wondering about or even just straight up informed opinions to questions
142. ### _[_11:08 PM_]_Sparks_:_
it gives me much better answers than using google often times
143. ### _[_11:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
also wanna vote on what i should work on film or writing tonight?
144. ### _[_11:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
i have a project-management system of sorts in my notes app
145. ### _[_11:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I have 2 videos scheduled to come out Sunday and next Friday that need to be finished, but I could either swap them with something else or swap which one comes first
146. ### _[_11:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
but, also, keep giving me some interests
147. ### _[_11:13 PM_]_Sparks_:_
^you can see my add brain in action
148. ### _[_11:23 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
That jumping brain is a sight to behold
149. ### _[_11:23 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The writing is for the videos too?
150. Sparks
but, also, keep giving me some interests
### _[_11:23 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Historial dresses
151. ### _[_11:23 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sewing in general
152. ### _[_11:26 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Cloth dyes and painting techniques
153. ### _[_11:33 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah it's for the videos
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4. ### _[_5:23 PM_]_AgeofSunREMIX_:_
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5. ### _[_5:24 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah rims
6. Sparks
Last repair bill I got was close to $4000
### _[_5:24 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Isn't that like two or three used cars?
7. ### _[_5:24 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Not in this market
8. ### _[_5:24 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Years ago yes
9. ### _[_5:24 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Car market has been fucked lately
10. ### _[_5:24 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Ah ok
11. ### _[_5:24 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That's why I got a new one
12. ### _[_5:25 PM_]_Sparks_:_
The monthly payment isn't bad and I'll have it for awhile
13. ### _[_5:26 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You could always buy Jim's Dodge
14. ### _[_5:26 PM_]_Sparks_:_
A dodge ram was my truck
15. ### _[_5:26 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
70 or 80k and man just went and put a nonogram inside the lid of the trunk
16. ### _[_5:26 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That I sold
17. ### _[_5:26 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Actually
18. ### _[_5:26 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Trucks are insanely expensive now
19. ### _[_5:27 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I can get a nice ass sports car for less than the cost of a brand new truck with some options in it
20. ### _[_5:27 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Ezpz choice for me
21. ### _[_5:28 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
My dream would be the absolute stealthiest of cars
22. ### _[_5:28 PM_]_Sparks_:_
My goal car isn't even expensive as far as dream sports cars go
23. ### _[_5:28 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's just fun as fuck
24. ### _[_5:29 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Not a ratrod, but an unassuming Fiat or Renault with an insane engine
25. ### _[_5:29 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Looool
26. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Cyber trucks are starting to pop up all over the city
27. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Do you know what I'm talking about
28. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
No idea
29. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Idk how far elons monstrosity gets globally in the news
30. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's the most ridiculous looking thing ever
31. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oh, like tesla trucks?
32. Sparks started a call that lasted a few seconds. _—_ 04/05/2024 5:30 PM
33. You missed a call from AgeofSun that lasted a few seconds. _—_ 04/05/2024 5:30 PM
34. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Accident
35. ### _[_5:30 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yes
36. ### _[_5:31 PM_]_Sparks_:_
They stick out so badly you can see them for miles away
37. ### _[_5:31 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It's crazy that the call continued
38. ### _[_5:31 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Wait what
39. ### _[_5:31 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I ended it immediately
40. Sparks
They stick out so badly you can see them for miles away
### _[_5:31 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
What in the Mad Max wannabe hell is that?
41. ### _[_5:32 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Or do you mean you sat in the can by yourself
42. ### _[_5:32 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
[](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1200296884523253952/1225936064053776405/Screenshot_20240405-193203_Discord.jpg?ex=66e95aae&is=66e8092e&hm=171602a069be87e4d9f37d84c18931428eaa5c2c234819d2fdbbd60b3f4b5112&)
43. ### _[_5:32 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Oh my phone wouldn't hang up at first
44. Sparks
Or do you mean you sat in the can by yourself
### _[_5:32 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm actually in the kitchen, not the can
45. ### _[_5:32 PM_]_Sparks_:_
You'd have gotten blasted by real loud music if you answered
46. ### _[_5:32 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Call*
47. ### _[_5:33 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Too late, now you know a bit about my bathroom habits
48. ### _[_5:33 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Listen honey my texting spelling ain't so good
49. ### _[_5:33 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Cut me a break aight
50. ### _[_5:33 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeesh
51. ### _[_5:33 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Hahahha
52. ### _[_5:33 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Never
53. ### _[_5:34 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Everyone needs a bit of roasting
54. ### _[_5:34 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That's like a significant portion of my relationships
55. ### _[_5:34 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Another thing the guy with enormous pussy couldn't handle
56. ### _[_5:34 PM_]_Sparks_:_
He got roasted a lot by the group for doing really dumb shit
57. ### _[_5:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And then would have a tantrum
58. ### _[_5:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Which just made it funnier usually
59. ### _[_5:35 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
It does
60. ### _[_5:35 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Like it's not bullying if you do dumb shit
61. ### _[_5:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's funny he's so fragile, I've never seen women throw themselves at someone so often as him
62. ### _[_5:36 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
And if you get angry it's funnier
63. ### _[_5:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yet still he's so soft
64. Sparks
It's funny he's so fragile, I've never seen women throw themselves at someone so often as him
### _[_5:36 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
They were trying to fix him
65. ### _[_5:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
His body count is like crushing multiple people's in the group out together, maybe times 2 or 3
66. ### _[_5:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Maybe more than that now that I think about specific people
67. ### _[_5:37 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Can he hold relationships tho?
68. ### _[_5:37 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But also if you're in the cult
69. ### _[_5:37 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Young people fuck like crazy
70. ### _[_5:37 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And no he can't
71. ### _[_5:37 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Ever
72. Sparks
Young people fuck like crazy
### _[_5:37 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Switching addictions lol
73. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That's exactly what they're doing
74. Sparks
And no he can't
### _[_5:38 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Unfixable
75. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And no fucking stops it
76. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's such a part of the culture it's just a meme
77. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Even when it's super predatory
78. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And weird
79. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Idk how long his longest relationship was but I know it's well under a year and he's 32
80. ### _[_5:38 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Prayer meeting at 8, orgy at 9
81. ### _[_5:39 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Then again I shouldn't dog on him for that I have no idea how long yours have been etc
82. Sparks
Even when it's super predatory
### _[_5:39 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
The context itself makes it predatory
83. ### _[_5:39 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And it gets worse than that
84. Sparks
Then again I shouldn't dog on him for that I have no idea how long yours have been etc
### _[_5:40 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
10/10 on subtlety
85. ### _[_5:40 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
7 years was my longest mistake
86. ### _[_5:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
God damn you beat me
87. ### _[_5:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And I think I'm winning in my group for longest
88. ### _[_5:40 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Mistake or relationship?
89. ### _[_5:40 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Yes
90. ### _[_5:41 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Understandable
91. ### _[_5:41 PM_]_Sparks_:_
My average relationship length has gotta be a year I think, my longest one was 4.5 I think
92. ### _[_5:41 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I can't do the math for the average rn
93. ### _[_5:42 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Also I feel like several of mine don't count
94. ### _[_5:42 PM_]_Sparks_:_
At least two don't
95. ### _[_5:43 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
What's that whute thing on the pavement?
96. Sparks
Also I feel like several of mine don't count
### _[_5:43 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Same
97. ### _[_5:43 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Been on three and one doesn't count
98. ### _[_5:43 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's a sticker some parking cop tried to sneak on my window
99. ### _[_5:43 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That I scraped off with a credit card and drove off
100. ### _[_5:44 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Fuck em
101. ### _[_5:44 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I just need to get the rest of it
102. ### _[_5:44 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Hahhaha
103. ### _[_5:44 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm taking to a criminal, great
104. ### _[_5:44 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And I've had.. fuck idk how many
105. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Not a lot of neurons firing rn
106. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I dated 3 girls in a row who's names started with C or K
107. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That was a fuckin mistake
108. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Saying the wrong name 1 tine is like shoving a revolver in your mouth
109. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
When you get home take a shower and go to sleep
110. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That's never gonna get let go
111. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Are you implying I'm dirty
112. Sparks
Saying the wrong name 1 tine is like shoving a revolver in your mouth
### _[_5:45 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Jesus
113. ### _[_5:45 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I shower twice a day thank you
114. ### _[_5:46 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
My aunt got a name wrong and I wanted to die
115. Sparks
Are you implying I'm dirty
### _[_5:46 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
To relax
116. ### _[_5:46 PM_]_Sparks_:_
My grandfather when he'd meet one of my gfs he'd just name a horrible racist joke
117. ### _[_5:46 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Because he sucks
118. ### _[_5:46 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
20/10 relaxing experience showering while Corey screams in your ear
119. ### _[_5:47 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That was when I wasn't refusing to see him
120. ### _[_5:47 PM_]_Sparks_:_
AGREED
121. ### _[_5:47 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Sounds like NC was a good idea
122. ### _[_5:47 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Oh it had nothing to do with his horrible racism
123. ### _[_5:47 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But that's definitely a good reason enough in hindsight
124. ### _[_5:48 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Racism is a lot more out in the open in rural south US
125. ### _[_5:48 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Racism doesn't come alone
126. ### _[_5:48 PM_]_Sparks_:_
When you're young you don't think a ton about it
127. ### _[_5:48 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I mean I could tell you why but it's dark as fuck and seriously brings into question why I was just allowed to have a relationship with him for a ton of my life
128. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_Sparks_:_
No one in my family should be in touch with him
129. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But everyone gets together and pretended to be happy normal family
130. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Every year
131. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I just refuse to enable it
132. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And participate
133. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yep, that may be too dark a lore to delve into it
134. ### _[_5:49 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
We'll save it for next year
135. ### _[_5:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Family skeletons amirite
136. ### _[_5:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Good think I turned out so well despite em all
137. ### _[_5:51 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Family skeletons are so funny because they range from "dad was in a barbershop quartet and mom was his groupie" to "granny murdered her first husband"
138. ### _[_5:52 PM_]_Sparks_:_
My family is very "what you see is what you get" with like almost everything
139. ### _[_5:52 PM_]_Sparks_:_
But then there's like a handful of absolute nuke secrets
140. ### _[_5:52 PM_]_Sparks_:_
It's so jarring
141. ### _[_5:52 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And for some reason I was the only kid that got told them
142. ### _[_5:53 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I have 13 younger cousins I grew up around
143. ### _[_5:53 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I'm the oldest of all the kids
144. ### _[_5:53 PM_]_Sparks_:_
And I just had to know how fucked everything was one day for no reason
145. ### _[_5:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
This alpha wolf album that just came out makes me wanna punch toddlers
146. ### _[_5:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
This shit goes so hard
147. ### _[_5:54 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Ongodfrfr
148. ### _[_5:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Oh you asked what I did to unwind
149. ### _[_5:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Drive and music
150. ### _[_5:55 PM_]_Sparks_:_
That's what I do
151. ### _[_5:56 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Traffic in this city is awful though
152. Sparks
This alpha wolf album that just came out makes me wanna punch toddlers
### _[_5:58 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Haven't listened to it yet
153. ### _[_5:58 PM_]_Sparks_:_
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April 8, 2024
4. ### _[_8:39 AM_]_Sparks_:_
small hands
5. ### _[_8:39 AM_]_Sparks_:_
im like 65% torso too
6. ### _[_8:39 AM_]_Sparks_:_
short legs
7. ### _[_8:39 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm still trying to decypher the handwriting, gimme a sec
8. Sparks
oh my body is built super weird
### _[_8:39 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Were you born or frankensteined?
9. ### _[_8:40 AM_]_Sparks_:_
considering the joint problem too, yes probably
10. ### _[_8:40 AM_]_Sparks_:_
and now all the titanium inside me
11. ### _[_8:41 AM_]_Sparks_:_
i can translate it if u want
12. ### _[_8:43 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Soledad, this is my freak ass-looking handwriting for you, ever read anything that I am writing here?
13. ### _[_8:44 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Also, I have a favor/request to ask of you that mught be weird or uncomfortable. So feel free to say no
14. ### _[_8:44 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I think
15. ### _[_8:45 AM_]_Sparks_:_
Let me check to make sure cause I already forgot exactly what it said
16. ### _[_8:45 AM_]_Sparks_:_
Drunk ass looking hand writing
17. ### _[_8:46 AM_]_Sparks_:_
Eh IDC that much more I think you're right
18. ### _[_8:46 AM_]_Sparks_:_
Yeah I was gonna ask if you used something besides discord like what's up or signal or something
19. ### _[_8:46 AM_]_Sparks_:_
Discord mobile kinda sucks and I don't get message notifications half the time
20. ### _[_8:46 AM_]_Sparks_:_
But I didn't know if that was a weird question to ask
21. Sparks
Yeah I was gonna ask if you used something besides discord like what's up or signal or something
### _[_8:54 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
You mean whatsapp?
22. Sparks
Discord mobile kinda sucks and I don't get message notifications half the time
### _[_8:54 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Yeah, it's hateful
23. ### _[_8:54 AM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Also it's not weird at all, it's just your overthinking brain
24. ### _[_8:59 AM_]_Sparks_:_
Yay I can be a real boy now
April 11, 2024
26. ### _[_8:46 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Matt?
May 10, 2024
28. ### _[_3:06 PM_]_Sparks_:_
I literally just got this setup:)
29. ### _[_3:07 PM_]_Sparks_:_
so there's some testing occurring haha
30. ### _[_3:08 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Oohhh
31. ### _[_3:08 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I love pointing out flaws
32. ### _[_3:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Whatever flaws we can exist upon immediately creating a community server, they probably exist rn
33. ### _[_3:09 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Right now it's just my brother and I, Ryan who is another sub. He's only 19 and a bit off but he's a really good kid
34. ### _[_3:10 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Then u
35. ### _[_3:10 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I'm honored to be with the Other Spark and the Good but Off Kid
36. ### _[_3:11 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Are you guys hanging there or it's just you setting up?
37. ### _[_3:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Michael and I were hanging out but not currently
38. ### _[_3:35 PM_]_Sparks_:_
We're both back to working on stuff lol
39. ### _[_3:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
We'll be back on in the voice channel
40. ### _[_3:36 PM_]_Sparks_:_
Or it'll just me be
41. ### _[_4:25 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
So you're talking to yourself?
42. ### _[_5:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
nope
43. ### _[_5:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
im scheming
44. ### _[_5:11 PM_]_Sparks_:_
just not by myself
45. ### _[_5:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Nice
46. ### _[_5:15 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Can I go lurk?
47. ### _[_5:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
lol lurk what>??
48. ### _[_5:15 PM_]_Sparks_:_
there's nothing to lurk yet
49. ### _[_5:21 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Weren't you on voice channel?
50. ### _[_5:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
yeah he and i were for a bit
51. ### _[_5:50 PM_]_Sparks_:_
ur always welcome to lurk
52. Sparks
yeah he and i were for a bit
### _[_5:56 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
I thought you were there rn
53. Sparks
ur always welcome to lurk
### _[_5:56 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Thank you 
July 24, 2024
55. ### _[_2:07 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
Dude this is insane
56. ### _[_2:08 PM_]_AgeofSun_:_
My phone just died out of the blue
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